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Tough Times Ended

Journal Entry: Mon May 12, 2008, 1:47 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: the hum of my computer
  • Reading: nothing...
  • Watching: myself type
  • Playing: nothing...
  • Eating: nothing...
  • Drinking: water
Well, my grandma died today. I'm glad she's no longer suffering - she had terminal lung cancer, kidney failure, and a whole host of problems, including a tube in her lungs that gave her constant pain. I was in school when she passed on...my parents were at the hospital with her, though they had to leave the room before she would give up her spirit. The chaplain there told them that, in her experience, many people do not want to die if their family is in the room with them. So my mom and dad went to lunch and came back...and she had left.

I'm glad she's in a better place - and I truly believe that she is - but I'm so sad that she left. I never got the chance to be as close to her as my other grandma because she moved around all the time and never lived closer to us than an hour away. She liked to travel, and loved her independence so much...I'll miss her...

:butterfly: I'll always remember her for her love of butterflies...

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~Aijo:iconAijo: May 12, 2008, 3:44:56 PM Mood: Sympathy
I am so sorry...:hug: Was it your father's mother? I only met her once...she was a nice lady. :heart: My prayers are with your family. :(

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut
~primemirage:iconprimemirage: May 12, 2008, 3:46:20 PM
:hug: I'm sorry to hear about your grandmother's death. She is in a better place, I know it.
~Ember-Eyes:iconEmber-Eyes: May 12, 2008, 4:07:08 PM Mood: Anguish
.........I miss her so much....I made her a picture and she never got to see it.....I just want to cry, but I keep holding back 'cause I know once I start I'll never stop.......

I feel bad for never being as close with her as I am with my other grandma...now there's no way to rectify that... :(

And yeah. The one thing I'll remember about her most is that she loved butterflies. Her favorite thing in the world...:butterfly:

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I reject your reality and substitute it with my own.
~Krizy:iconKrizy: May 12, 2008, 4:50:18 PM
I'm really sorry to hear about your grandma :( May she rest in peace.

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悪魔は泣いたりなんかしない。
~silverelf448:iconsilverelf448: May 12, 2008, 5:36:22 PM
Thank you...*hugs*

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~silverelf448:iconsilverelf448: May 12, 2008, 5:38:19 PM
That's why I keep myself from crying too...I'll not stop once I start.

I wish she could have seen the pic you drew her...she would have loved it I'm sure.

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If I drink enough coffee, I could rule the world! :coffeemachine: Or blow up from over-consumption of caffeine, whichever comes first. :D
~silverelf448:iconsilverelf448: May 12, 2008, 5:38:37 PM
:hug: Thanks...

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If I drink enough coffee, I could rule the world! :coffeemachine: Or blow up from over-consumption of caffeine, whichever comes first. :D
~silverelf448:iconsilverelf448: May 12, 2008, 5:39:16 PM
Yes, my dad's mom. She was very nice - and very stubborn. :) Thank you for your prayers; we need them. :hug:

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If I drink enough coffee, I could rule the world! :coffeemachine: Or blow up from over-consumption of caffeine, whichever comes first. :D
~Ember-Eyes:iconEmber-Eyes: May 12, 2008, 5:53:44 PM
...I can't look at it without thinking about her....tears start trying to come out whenever I look at it....I don't think I'm going to put it up...not until I can look at it without getting all emotional. :noes:

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I reject your reality and substitute it with my own.